I’m struggling with these last 100 miles. I just cannot get things together lately. I’m so sad over how poorly I’m finishing this journey. I wanted to finish so strong but lately I can barely get the miles in and only once in a while does a run feel ok. I feel like a failure. I feel like I’ll never get back to where I was. It makes me cry. I miss my strong running.  I worry it’ll never be like it was this last year. 

This past month has been hard. Missed runs, legs that are very sore and maybe injured, I’m slow, it’s rained, etc. This month has been terrible. I just want to be back to the level I was at. I miss it. I want to finish strong and keep running. I don’t know what to do.